Sudah tua

Yalor, memang sudah tua.. Lol..

Feels different having to celebrate a birthday this year without dad being around... For as far as I could remember, every year, without fail, he would come into my room early in the morning, kiss me on the cheek and wish me a happy birthday.. But this year, dad's not around anymore to do that.. and gosh, Daddy, I really miss you so much..

Life still requires you to move on I guess.. And I do know that one day, if I make it up there, I'll see him there again, and I find comfort in that..

Anyway, on a lighter note, thank you everyone for the kind and warm birthday wishes :)

I will try to be a little wiser now that I'm a year older.. Lol..

(Note: Try, no guarantees XD)

And I finally have a new baby :D

And gosh is she beautiful XD

First post blogging from my new baby :D

*happy happy happy*

Growing up

When I look at the people around me, close friends especially, I notice the changes, the differences, and I start to realise and acknowledge that they are growing up, maturing in their own way, well right on the track to the bright future I know each one of them would have...

But when I look at myself, I wonder if I'm going anywhere...

I feel like I'm still the same stupid 16/17 year old I once was..

I feel stuck where I am;

I wonder if I've matured any bit at all;

I wonder if I'm even going to have a bright future at all..

Denial on my part, that I'll be turning 22 soon, perhaps?

Ewil...

Because Haagen-Dazs is just plain ewil...

As if the 20% birthday discount voucher I received from them in the mail isn't enough... Now they've decided to tempt me with another delicious offer in my e-mail...

Ice-cream Mooncakes...

Gah!! Darn you Haagen-Dazs!!!! *runs off to the nearest Haagen-Dasz store in search of mooncakes*