Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Deriving Inspiration

A thought occurred to me as I was in the shower today. Going through the usual routine of urm… cleaning myself (as that is what one does in the shower), I let my thoughts wander off on a journey of its own. Boarding a train from the station “Finance-is-a-Bane”, off into the lush and endless lands of “Wherever-as-long-as-it-is-not-Connected-to-my-Studies”, my thoughts flew… And then suddenly, it came to a screeching halt, as *poof*, this thought popped into my head:

“Hey… aren’t all these thoughts ‘blog-able ideas’? Why do I only seem to get inspirations like these in the most inconvenient of times???”

Thinking back a little, I found this to be very much true. The only times when I seem to be able to get good ideas are when:

1. I’m in the shower
2. I’m in my bed, right about to fall asleep
3. I’m brushing my teeth
4. I’m procrastinating during study time

And, as you can see from the above situations, they are very much inconvenient times for me.

Well, I guess I could pretty much still blog about those ideas right after I get out of the shower or when it is convenient for me. But the problem is, once I sit down in front of the computer screen and ready my fingers on the keyboard… *Zzzt!* My mind immediately goes blank. Then, I’m left staring at the computer screen for hours with absolutely 0 activity going on in my brain. (Thus, the not so well flowing thoughts and rants that ends up on the blog)

It’s really weird how my brain comes to a complete stand still when I try to write using a keyboard, as opposed to picking up a pen and penning my thoughts down. With that magical instrument in my hand, my thoughts flow easily and freely like a river naturally would. The words just come and come and sometimes, I even find it difficult to keep up my writing speed with those thoughts.

I don’t know… Maybe I’m just old-fashioned lar. And I guess in this I’ll always be. Just so you know, I hate the concept of e-books, I don’t believe in the conversion of books and stories from paper entirely into digital formats. I would even prefer to carry around a heavy, hard-backed book than a small, palm-sized reading device. Screw convenience. Lol.

Anyway, here I am, taking a short break from my notes and enjoying unlimited pots of green tea as I mull over the possible ways I could capture my thoughts as they come and put them down as I’ve always intended to in the first place. I’ve… *Ooops, spilled green tea on my notes… #@$%^&(%^)+!*

I’ve come up with a list as follows…

Suggested ways of getting down ideas when they form during inconvenient times:

1. Attach a notepad and pen next to the shower.
Afterthought: “Hmm… won’t work. I’d be dripping wet and the paper would have to be waterproof, lest I end up with only pulp to read after my shower. Lol. Besides, my parents and brother will think that I’m crazy.

2. Learn to write with my left hand while I brush my teeth with my right. Or, learn to brush my teeth with my left hand as I write with my right.
Afterthought: “Don’t think this will work either. I’d end up taking hours just to brush my teeth as I pen down an essay, or worse yet, end up brushing my nose or my chin since my mind would be completely focused on writing. And as much as a multi-tasker I am, writing and brushing my teeth is not something I can do.”

3. Write my thoughts down on paper first, and transfer them to the computer later.
Afterthought: “It would work… but meh, bad idea. That would mean doing two times the work. I don’t have THAT much time to spare :p”

4. Other non-feasible ideas:
- Learn how to sleep and write.
- Create a machine that would automatically convert thoughts in my mind to words on the computer.
- Incessant head-banging onto the keyboard (in hopes of directly transferring my ideas onto the computer-- of which I am quite inclined to try out actually). XD

I doubt any of the above would actually work. =.=
Or maybe… Maybe I just need more inspiration?

I created my blog with the sole purpose of sharing random thoughts and opinions on matters I deem people would find interesting. Somehow, along the way, I seemed to have lost my main objective and gave in to the endless rants and emotional outbursts instead. (Oklah, have to admit that my posts aren’t that emo :p)

Is my blog in need of a complete revamp then? Away with all the old junk and start afresh?

Even if it is, let me just tell you that’s unlikely. XD
I’m too lazy to even get up from my chair now, much less do anything else. Haha!

Ah well… end of procrastination. It’s back to the notes, back to the notes~

Friday, May 15, 2009

Y'know...

Sometimes you just don't get credit for trying.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Tomorrow

Tomorrow...
Is when the serious studying starts.

Tomorrow...
Is when the blogging frequency decreases drastically.

Tomorrow...
Is when I lock myself away from all possible entertainment.

Tomorrow...
Is when I stop gorging on sweet treats.

Tomorrow...
Is when I start to quarantine myslef at home.

Tomorrow...
Is only 5 minutes away.

Saturday, May 09, 2009

Today I...


...satiated my craving.

Friday, May 08, 2009

When was the last time...?

When was the last time I had my favorite Japanese dish?
When was the last time I smiled at a stranger on the road?
When was the las time I looked up into the dark sky and enjoyed the beautiful view of stars?
When was the last time I took in the scent of a rose?

When was the last time I called a friend just to say 'Hi!' and ask them how they were doing?
When was the last time I called a friend just to tell them I missed them?
When was the last time I treated someone to something just because I felt like it?
When was the last time I told a friend he/she looked good even though he/she looked the same as always, because I sincerely meant it?

When was the last time I called him just to say 'I love you!'?
When was the last time I gave my parents a hug?
When was the last time I enjoyed a day out with friends and just laughed our worries away?
When was the last time I devoted more time to God?

When was the last time I truly felt happy?
When was the last time I let someone win?
When was the last time I did something to make someone feel happy?

When was the last time I stopped rushing through life and slowed down to appreciate it?
When was the last time I felt thankful for all that I have?


Life is short.
You live life only once.
As good or as bad life can be at times...
Don't take things for granted.
J

Monday, May 04, 2009

Hmm..

Somebody said today...

"You truly love someone if you start crying (tears of joy or happiness, whichever one it may be) when you utter the words 'I love you'..."

I couldn't help laughing when I heard that.

But yet I find it so true.
That doesn't mean you don't truly love someone if you don't cry whilst saying that, of course. ;)

Raw emotions. So inexplicable.

Friday, May 01, 2009

Memories

Life is all about making memories.

Whether we actually remember them, or we forget them, we never stop.
We never can stop, really.

Memory after memory, piled atop one another, stacked as high as our minds would allow it to be stacked...

New experiences, new memories... always.

It may be the same places;
It may be with the same people;
But yet each memory is different, distinct,
Unique as its own.
It can never replace an older memory, no matter how much we choose to fool ourselves sometimes,
And it can never be replaced itself.

Good memories, bad memories...
Happy ones, sad ones...
Unforgettable ones and ones that we want so much to forget sometimes;
They never do go away...

Memories, they shape our life.
Memories, so hard to capture.
Memories, so meaningful, or once was at least.
Memories, so painful, or so we hope to remember it as.
Memories, something we cannot really do without, no matter how much we may beg to differ sometimes.
Memories, I can't do without.
Memories, very much a part of me.
 
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