Pondering...

Where God is leading me in life and what He wants me to do from here...

Sorry

Ah, "Sorry"... such an overused word.

You say "Sorry" when you've made a mistake.

You say "Sorry" when you've done something wrong.

You say "Sorry" when you've pissed someone off.

You say "Sorry" when you've hurt someone's feelings...

But should you be saying "Sorry" when in fact, you've done nothing wrong at all?

I guess the answer to that should be no, regardless of whether the other party expects an apology from whoever or not.

And that's what is wrong with me. I have this tendency to apologise and feel bad for things that I shouldn't be apologising for, because in fact, I did no wrong at all.

Is it pity I'm feeling for the other party that makes me apologise? Or am I only wanting to please the other party and not hurt his or her feelings that makes me do it? Or maybe it's just purely an act of extracting pity for myself for being in that situation and wanting to turn the tide around to put attention on myself instead?

Either way, I feel like crap every time this happens. I don't enjoy it, it puts me down. But yet I still do it. And although there's that part of me inside resisting and trying to stand up and fight and say, "You freaking did nothing wrong, what in the world are you apologising for?".. I somehow manage to shut that part up and end up apologising thereafter.

I'm just so miserably pathetic, aren't I?

Splurge...

Oh no, Yong... not again?!!! >.<

In my defence, it was green...

Aiks...

Chocolate Milk Shake with Vanilla Ice-cream... The one with more ice-cream isn't mine...

Mini marshmallows! XD

I have "sinned"... >.<

Rawr!

Yes...

THIS is what I use to teach the Sunday School kids in Kindy class with...

XD

Home :)

Yeap, for those of you who are wondering, I'm finally home.

And for those of you who had no idea I was even away from the country for 2 whole weeks before this... Well, I'm back again and I guess it doesn't really make much of a difference, does it? Hahah

I had a very memorable and eventful holiday this time round. So many things happened which I did not even expect I'd ever have to experience in my life. But I thank God that in the end, nothing bad actually happened and I made it home safely. :)

Shall blog about it when I do have the time... Maybe in about a week or so (I hope).

Well peeps, until my next post... and hopefully I will be much more diligent at blogging now that I've had a holiday and should be all refreshed and worked up? Haha... Unlikely is more like it, actually :p

It's not dead! (Yet anyway)

Hey all!

Sorry for my recent super lack of any updates, but hey, I've got reasons for it...

1. My modem back home went dead for 3 weeks. Hence, no internet connection at home.
2. Got my modem back but now I think my network card is dead too, hence, still unable to connect to the internet from home.
3. I'm pretty much close to giving up on my computer to figure out what the real problem is, hence, no efforts put in to get my internet connection back home going again.

So yeah.. I don't think I'd be getting my internet connection up and running anytime soon anyway..

March has been a stressful month for me.. But, thank God, it's coming to an end.. (That means pay-day too Lol)
Really looking forward to my upcoming holiday, and really praying that the travel stress won't kill me..
I just can't wait for this week to end...

Well, until next time, readers, frankly, I don't know when either..

Toodles~